I woke up easily when our alarm went off at 5:15 in the morning... and wouldn't you know... God was speaking to me right there on the radio! We requested only two songs to be played at Declan's funeral... one of them being I Can Only Imagine and the other being Untitled Hymn. When the radio came on it was playing the last verse of the Untitled Hymn... which is the verse that is painted on the bird house at Declan's grave site. I knew in that very instant that it was God and Dex telling me to calm down... that the damage was only cosmetic and that Declan was not injured... that this wasn't new pain being done to Declan.... that his memory is not tainted because of this and that I needed to get there, clean it up, call our grave stone maker and put this behind me. He could not have spoken anymore clearly to me if He had been sitting in the chair next to me. Just when I was at my lowest... He was there, holding me up!
I arrived to find a mess... but I prepared myself for that. I knew most items were gone and destroyed. I knew the beloved statue of Jesus's hands holding an infant was damaged, possibly beyond repair. I know the vandals used the statue as a weapon on his stone... I was prepared....
Here is the site when I arrived. Lots of small pieces to be picked up... lots of ruined treasures.... lots of "what the heck..." and "Seriously!?" questions running through my mind and the mind of so many others.
My precious statue of Jesus holding a baby... the main part is intact, but it no longer stands on its own. My mother (master of the glue gun) is going to try and put it back together... or as much as she can.
(Photo taken from Daily Globe - Worthington)
After a few hours of cleaning and getting the mess cleaned up, we are back to beautiful. We have a few chips, scratches and dents on the back side of his stone, but it's going to be ok... I will be ok.... I will once again let forgiveness win and know that what happens to me in this life are just bumps in my road to a better place!
Losing - Tenth Ave. North.
There is so much anger towards the children who did this, probably rightfully so... but this song came on my radio as I was blogging and when I listened to the words... well, see for yourself. It's impactful... these little boys need our support and prayers more than our anger and hate...
Untitled Hymn - Chris Rice
last verse is about flying to Jesus and that is what I woke up to on Tuesday morning. Thank you Declan and Jesus for knowing what I needed to hear!Child vandals damage Round Lake Cemetery (Daily Globe newspaper, Worthington MN)
The tragic event even made the local news! Over a 100 stones were vandalized...
Round Lake Cemetery vandalized by three young boys (KWOA 730 News Radio, Worthington, MN)